1)I think I gave up. Everytime I want to talk, no words come out. I guess that I am just afraid of what will happen again, and again. I do not know why I keep on doing this. Effort going in, but none received. I'm just a little dissapointed because I expect so much more. I guess that you will never realize. What can I expect. Just a little venting.
2)Stop trying to make things worse. LISTEN to the words that I yelled at you. You're actions affect us all, and you just cannot say no. I am trying to avoid you for as long or as much as I can.
3)Great, I guess I am going to see more of you. Just do not put random shit in my drinks. I always wonder what ever happened. I guess things are just meant to be. I am probably better off without you anyways.
4) I do love you and appreciate everything that you do for me, it's just that I don't think that you do they same. I know effort is key, it's just we don't have that much opportunities to hang. I just dont want for us to go through what I went the others, that's all.
Just going through one of those phases. I am just really lost right now. I'll get through it, hopefully.
I am tired, goodnight.
Hopefully, I'll have a full and busy day tomorrow. I need to do homework this weekend, but I'll probably not have a chance to do any. Let's hope that I will get to stay home a day or two next week! Only time will tell.
'till we meet again
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