my head is battling with my heart and the logic has torn me apart.

Why do you do this to me? You fustrate me. Effort is all I need. I keep losing people, and I don't think I can afford to lose you. My rock since 8th grade is being skipped across the lake. People always leave, im sick of it. Every year this happens. I can't even manage to talk to you, because I don't know what to say. Speechless? This can't be possible. I'm never speechless. I usually know what to say, but you got me stumped. ):