turn up the thermastat, I want to see you sweat

STUPID WEATHERR!!! Its messing up my (insert bioterm here)!!!!
I am not ready for spring/summer at all! All of my clothes are still set on winterish! I need to get more clothes !! :) I don't think I'm going to wear sandals, my feet are guhrosssssss. 25 days 'till I'm 17!! Yayayyyayayyayayyayy. I'm turning so old, AND I STILL DON'T HAVE MY PERMIT. How I am such a sad and deprived child!!!!! I'm staying at my aunts house once again.
You didn't even think about your son today. Leaving me in the junior lot wasting my time thinking you were going to pick me up was such bullshit. You have failed to me as a parent. Go spoil the son that always gets the attention and sympathy for doing wrong, and ignore the child who does nothing wrong. You make me sick
Today I finally got that nap that I didntget to have a chance to get for a week. It felt really good to take mind off of my fucked up life and just sleep. Its even hot right now, at 11:44. School was boring. Yup.


Inside, I just want to scream out your name and just get a chance to talk to you, but I can't- I can't do it anymore.
11:46